Monday, May 21, 2012

The Freedom to Hope

I see him everyday. He's walking with his black lab, pushing a cart full of his belongings. He has an American flag attached to his cart. He is a clean looking young man of about twenty-five or so. He wears khaki cargo shorts, a clean shirt, tennis shoes, and a hat. His hair is clean and combed. On cold  or rainy days, I worry about him.This young man is some one's son, brother, grandson, friend, and he is lost. He is the only homeless person in our area. I notice that he is always working. He and his faithful dog travel in a 5 mile radius collecting bottles and cans from the roadside and from trash containers at businesses. It is a very cold and rainy day as I see him once more in the parking lot of the grocery store. A clerk from the store helps him take his dog and his cart to the store's entrance for cover from the rain. As I walk into the store, I offer him twenty dollars. He declines and says,"I survived Iraq, and I will survive this. Thank you, but I can not accept money that I did not earn. Trust me, lady, there are worse things than being homeless."  I am stunned. I ask him to take the money and use it for his dog. He thinks for a moment, and accepts it. "My dog thanks you."
I see him the next day at the gas station and ask if he has ever done any yard work. He says, yes, and in fact he has even taken some landscape classes at a junior college.
 "Interesting," I say. "In fact, I may know someone that could use your skills if you are looking for a job." He assures me that he is looking for a job and will never give up hope of finding one. " I always have the freedom to hope",  he says.
Today, he is working as a landscaper for a builder in our area.
He is hardworking. He is a good person. He is a Veteran. I am proud to be his friend.

Saturday, May 12, 2012

The Coyote Speaks

It was dawn. Another beautiful and sunny day in California. I was eager to take my three little dogs outside to play in the backyard. I opened the back door and as we stepped onto the patio, I saw several coyotes leaping from inside my circle of bushes. They had been hiding and waiting for us. One of them grabbed my bichon. My other dogs ran towards the open patio door. I jumped on the coyote that was attacking my dog and hit and pinched his nose. He let go of my bichon and yelped. The other three coyotes jumped over my six foot high fence with ease, tails flying high. The coyote that I was now on top of bit me. Pain seared through my arm, but it was just pain. Pain I could live with. Losing my beloved dog I could not live with. I was determined to keep my dog safe and alive. I forced the coyote's head to the ground and spoke softly to him. "Please, please stop. I just want my dogs to be safe, and I do not want you to be hurt, coyote." I stroked the fur around his eye. I could feel him relax for just a minute or so. I was startled to hear him speak. "Woman, stop touching my fur. It makes me feel sad."
I said, "Coyote, why are you sad?" He answered me with a loud and strong voice. " I am sad because I know that I must return to kill your pets. I must. You love them. That makes me sad."

Thursday, May 10, 2012

A Blessing

A Blessing

By James Wright 1927–1980
Just off the highway to Rochester, Minnesota,
Twilight bounds softly forth on the grass.
And the eyes of those two Indian ponies
Darken with kindness.
They have come gladly out of the willows
To welcome my friend and me.
We step over the barbed wire into the pasture
Where they have been grazing all day, alone.
They ripple tensely, they can hardly contain their happiness   
That we have come.
They bow shyly as wet swans. They love each other.
There is no loneliness like theirs.   
At home once more,
They begin munching the young tufts of spring in the darkness.   
I would like to hold the slenderer one in my arms,
For she has walked over to me   
And nuzzled my left hand.   
She is black and white,
Her mane falls wild on her forehead,
And the light breeze moves me to caress her long ear
That is delicate as the skin over a girl’s wrist.
Suddenly I realize
That if I stepped out of my body I would break
Into blossom.